The believers in my reinvention, or the reinvention and my believers

So a lot of things had happened and a lot of things had changed, and I'm content. I know I hadn't update for a while now, but I certainly didn't have the time or the mind for doing so, why put up things that seemed irrelevant or that I couldn't even comprehend on my own? I saw no point in doing so; so I decided to stop for a while and focus on my career, my projects , my rehearsals, myself, and find my roots again. At the beginning it was difficult, to reunite the pieces, but finally I've solved the puzzle of the direction my life is taking and now I'm more confident, and have my new clarified goals to achieve, so I guess is time that I began writing again in here.

So people came and went and some stayed. As always I tried to keep the best of them, the positive side and learn. I finally fought with the demons of my past and got free from them. I finally stop the haunting of witches and the calm return to my space. I found things of my own brain and mind that I never ever expected and finally found the conections that I needed with my new environment, with my new mates, with my new friends. And I wanna thank them for their support, for their comprehension, advices, and chances given to me. All that I've become and all that I'm right now is in part because of the people that never left, the ones that truly believed in me, and the ones that without even knowing me for years did it too. Thank you from the deepest place in my heart.

Lots of problems came along and with them lots of solutions, and creative works, a new found strenght and more confidence. I know I'm capable of giving love and being loved...and that makes me happy. I know there is always a price to pay and a reward to recieve, it's your decision which one you wanna be, the payer or the winner, it can't always be that perfect but it can be just fine. I know the truth always finds it's ways out and that justice is real.

I learned to aprecciate, even more, what I have every day in my life, and to be thankful for it, to be more human, and curious, to return to the real me, the one that gets out in the rain and loves jumping on the puddles, the one that sings out loud when she walks on the street, the one that smiles to a stranger, the one that enjoys tea at 5 in the afternoon, the one that laughs out loud in the cafeteria without thinking of what people might say, the one that cuts flowers and wears them on her hair, the one that takes pictures of the clouds and sunsets, the one that loves the smell of wet soil and clay, the one that goes for a walk in the campus at 10 pm at night, the one that enjoys the simple things that make real life.

And I found it again, I found my yellow brick road again, and maybe I will meet new interesting people, find interesting stuff soon on it again, 'till then I'm just enjoying the view, the smells, and the walk. :D